Ashtal's Dear Diary

Index
December 18, 2019
Dear Diary, When will I know it is time to walk away from a relationship I know is not healthy.  Everyday it is a problem, I am unable to express how I feel without being a burden to my partner. Without them getting angry and ignoring my cal
Dec 18
April 26, 2023
Dear J, FEELING.... I fell for you maybe, or not. Everytime I saw you my heart skipped a beat, maybe or not. Watching you from the nearest distance Feeling for you from afar feels as my only desire. I don't know whether it is infat
Apr 26
April 26, 2023
Dear Diary, I thought I forgot to cry.I thought I didn't have feelings But it doesn't seem like it.Honestly the truth is that I want myself to think me as someone who don't know how to cry. Everytime I think I have done something good, I wanted to b
Apr 25
November 25, 2020
Dear Diary, My topic for my final degree project is management or business because my goal is to make a business on my own. So for this final degree, I will choose the Information Systems Management Laboratory. My Elective Course will be Business C
Nov 25
November 25, 2020
Dear Diary, For my future, I planned to take a master degree in Tokyo Institute of Technology majoring in Information and Communications Engineering program. Or in Eindhoven University of Technology majoring in Master Data Science and Entrepreneurs
Nov 25
November 18, 2020
Dear Diary, So a week ago, I started contacting alumni about my dream goal. Her name is Putri Larasati. What I ask is about what is project manager is and what the project manager does. From the interview I know that project manager is person whose
Nov 18
November 02, 2020
Dear Diary, My name is Ivan. My full name is Ivan Tri Putra Hehanusa. I was born on 2001 and I am from a simple family, warm, kind, and hold me tight. This year I became student at one of the best Institute in Indonesia, that is Institut Teknologi
Nov 02
July 19, 2023
I have terrible diarrhea and drinking milk made it worse (so big brain of me). When will I ever learn?
Jul 18
June 28, 2023
It's me again.  Last Sunday, I received a message from a professor informing me that our study has been selected for the upcoming international research conference. It's an incredible opportunity, but I must admit, it's also made me feel a little
Jun 28
June 22, 2023
Hey, here's my very first journal entry, and I can't help but wonder how long it'll be before I give up on writing again. I know I'm not the most committed person, but hey, at least I'm giving it a shot, right? Right now, I've got this flood of ide
Jun 21
December 24, 2021
Hello self, 3.39am..  I am writing again but I honestly don't know what to say.. I'm feeling gray, my heart feels sad, lonely and missing. I'm thinking of my kids and family back home and makes me feel lonelier.. I'll be spending another Christmas ag
Dec 23
November 22, 2021
Hello there Self, Today is Monday, first day of the week and this is your second week of your new job. Please do good at your training. Stay focus and don't be too hard on yourself when there's something you won't understand. And don't hesitate t
Nov 22
November 17, 2021
4.21am I am all set ready to go to bed and take my sleep.. thinking about my family back home, thinking about how my future would be even I know the future is uncertain.. this is me overthinking and worrying about the things I don't have control
Nov 16
October 28, 2021
Dear Diary, I decided to resign from my long term corporate job because the work environment is getting toxic and more stressful. My heart is feeling some pain knowing I would leave some of my friends/colleagues. Now, I really hope that my next
Oct 28