Chi's Dear Diary

Hi I am new here

Can someone give me a reason to smile?

I’m still searching for you, my love….I hope to find you soon… My birthday is in two days, and I wish that I could spend that evening with you; I love you! Your Lover, Eli

I’m in desperate need of a conversation, from a beautiful young lady, to distract me, away from reality.

I noticed that, people are starting to strive away, from who they are as a person, and beginning to label themselves by what they do as a living.  Example: I run across hundreds of pages on Instagram, describing themselves as, Models, FashionGuru

I often times, feel alone, with a lot of weight on my shoulders.

Dear Diary,  Hello everyone, I’m Eli… I’m just here to confess, that for the last two years, I’ve been searching for the LOVE OF MY LIFE. I picture her as being, a naturally-beautiful, delicate, open-minded, and understanding, young lady.