Jenn ✌🏼's Dear Diary

It's almost 10am. I didn't sleep last night.  Didn't even lay down actually but today I'm feeling good 🙂❤ Praise Jesus right?! Lol Plans are tackling this laundry and cleaning this house!! Things always fall apart when I'm having struggles...  not g

I needed space, I needed love, I needed timeAnd I never understood how you could treat me so heartlessUntil I realized that you just needed mineThat's what I mean by "loving you never helps"'Cause I just can't decide between loving you or myselfI jus

Hello Diary,  Well I'm feeling much better than I was on the 12th but also feeling so incomplete and unsure on so many things.  When things are left unfinished or open ended my brain goes crazy!!! Then of course that makes me overwhelmed and overwhel

Dear Diary,                        Fuck emotional pain.  Fuck the mess I am.   I'm exhausted from just being me.  The only peace I'll know is death and that's so tremendously sad to me. Why can't happiness be in my deck of cards? A life of feeli