OneBrokenBlue's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, you say it wasn't emotional for you but why would you ring them on the way home from work and not call me  Why would you tell them all about yourself  Why  True trust and forgiveness will cone when you can explain why to me

Dear Diary, I found a photo of him it makes sense now the time line... end of 2016 I think it started then June 2017 when can I see you again  August 2018 it never stopped 2019 I didn't look  September 2020 emails like blow me... 2021 google se

Dear Diary, I hate feeling this way  I hate how my heart hurts and how I have no one to talk to  to relieve the pain. I hate waking up every morning wondering why I am still married  Why didn't I leave I lay in bed wondering not if but when wil