OneBrokenBlue's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, it's short but nothing today I would say somthing but I'm to tired to even do that. Sorry

Dear Diary, Hes acting weird again I dont get what's wrong with him He kept saying he was a mistake because his mom got mad at him for going to his cousins soccer game without permission.  He said he was a mistake and he wanted to cry and when I

Dear Diary,he didnt seem to even realize how I would feel to him yesterday. He acted like nothing had happened and when he tryed to say your cute with a video I told him I was still mad and he even asked me if I was mad. I was mad all day and hurt to

Dear Diary, It hurts  It hurts alot He tryed to push me away He tryed to get rid of me  Like everyone else does He was using me like everyone else But I was going to use hin to begin with so I feel this was his way of getting back at me about

Dear diary,Its horrible for me to have read those words. He told another girl he though she was cute and I know it's stupid for what others have gone through but with him it was different. It hurt do bad. And now I cant even sleep peacefully withough

I have never put so much faith and trust as I did with one friend. I have learned that trusting people and believing in them and having faith in them is only going to do one thing. Hurt you. I have hurt him more than he has hurt me and his friends,fa

Dear Diary, you say it wasn't emotional for you but why would you ring them on the way home from work and not call me  Why would you tell them all about yourself  Why  True trust and forgiveness will cone when you can explain why to me

Dear Diary, I found a photo of him it makes sense now the time line... end of 2016 I think it started then June 2017 when can I see you again  August 2018 it never stopped 2019 I didn't look  September 2020 emails like blow me... 2021 google se

Dear Diary, I hate feeling this way  I hate how my heart hurts and how I have no one to talk to  to relieve the pain. I hate waking up every morning wondering why I am still married  Why didn't I leave I lay in bed wondering not if but when wil