Dear Diary,

I have so many things to tell you

So many!

I'll start with the closest to my Disbalanced-Lovelife-syndrome

Okay So I'm in a situation where there's a boy I want to be with but still can't be with!

Do you get me?

I really like him,but I don't know what's the thing that stops me from getting closer to him

I really want to but I am unable to

And he's a kind of a person who either wants black or white no Greys!!

And here I am who only thinks in Grey!

I don't know why this is the only thing I stumble at

Otherwise I'm pretty good at everything

(Not everything but yes pretty much)

So the situation is that we're not talking since last week

And the reason is I have a mouth that operates on his own

Celestine/Cassiel's Dear Diary