Hi Krishna, kaisi h. Hope so achi hi hogi. Bahut saari cheeze chal rahi h mere mann mein, hamesha ki tarah. And hamesha ki hi tarah, mujhe nahi pta, ki mujhe kya karna chahiye.

Abhi Ek news article padha, usme Richa Chadda ki boli hui kuch baatein thi. Bhut hi ache ache dikhne wale shabdon ke saath, bollywood ki hakikat bta rakhi thi.

Mai bahut kuch change karna chahta hun. Shayad itna ki mere bas mein hi nahi. Mujhe sab kuch karne ki ich hoti h, bas padhai ki nahi. Pure din nikal deta hun timepass mein, padhta bilkul bhi nahi.

Ab kuch logon se comments mein baat hui. And It seemed like we were all like minded, but you know, of those more than 7 billion people, how many would be having similar thoughts as me. I don't know.

Mai bahut kuch badal dena chahta hun. Is desh ko behtar karna chahta hun. But sirf chahne se bhi kuch nahi hota. I need to take steps, I need to sweat blood for every inch of my dream.

Also I want to be a lot of things in my life. I wanna be an actor, a spy, a storywriter, producer, film-maker, poet, novelist, businessman, an artist, a guitarist, a CEO, a commando, a pilot, a magician, a doctor, a scientist. And still the list would go one as I discover new jobs. Combining all these, in short, I wanna be a polymath. And these were Just roles, I haven't talked about particular goals of doing this and that. I know it totally seems as an un-conquerable mountain, but it's surely worth enough to give a try... Maybe someday...

That's also why I named my pen-name here 'in heaven'. It seems my sky is too above from that of others.

This also reminds me of my old idea of how much data would be there in world, I'm not talking just about the data we have in devices and machines, I am also including the things we have in our mind, all the memories we have created in ultra 8k HD in our heads, how much data equivalent will that be, and that's even harder if you take into account everything living that has ever been on earth. We are not just mere creatures like other species, we have these brains having an unknown amount of ability. Hm maybe I went too much further. Ok Goodbye. Take Care. love ya.

Yours

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