Beautiful Chaos's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I find myself repeating the same relationship with different people. As they would say, "Same person, Different font." It's usually with someone that doesn't know what they want, can't take responsibility for their actions, or I am simply

Dear Diary, because I haven’t been working yet putting applications in for 6 months and still haven’t gotten a call back.. my mom thinks it’s ok to put applications in for me 😑. In places where I literally don’t qualify for and don’t want to work

Hey, so, apparently I complain a lot. So I’m going to try my best not to. How are you guys?

Hey. I need to vent. It's been 6 moths since I've had a job. I've applied to basically every field there is (at least it feels that way) since December. Ever since then, I was really upset that I hadn't found a job after two months. Then all of a sud

Dear Diary, Me and someone were in the talking stage. We dated before but I decided that I wanted to take things slow. I thought we were doing good until he told he had feelings for someone else.... 😭

Dear Diary,  Today I believe I had my first racial profiling experience. Let’s start from the beginning. I clean 5 buildings during the day because it’s a coronavirus protocol. If the people inside doesn’t come to the door when I knock, I clean t

Update on the boyfriend situation. It was a weird situation today. I text him at 12 and he doesn't text back until 4 hours later. Tried having a conversation with him, but it was pretty dry.Then we ended up having a small argument about if i had an a

I don't know if I want to stay with my boyfriend. But I also don't want to end it over something so little and can probably be fixed. I've told him before that I didn't feel as if i was good enough for him. He said that I was but I still don't feel t

Dear Insecurity, Where exactly did you come from? And why have you come for me? I don’t quite remember when you first introduced yourself... However, you and I have come to be quite acquainted.  In my head there is a version of me who is fearless, sp

Dear Whoever, I’m finding myself again...  I’m finding me again and it feels so damn good! We could get into all the details, but who really needs them? I’m sure it’s the same summary as everyone else. It all comes down to this....“life is hard!” An