A bottled up life's Dear Diary

Today I was perfect, wasn't quite/silent until lunch.... I just cannot understand how it happens so dramatically. I totally get so quiet. I was fucking talking pretty decently one moment and here j am silent as fuck again. What exactly happens when

Today while going back home from office....I meet Sanjay and he joined me as he also travels by metro....we talked about work, tech, careers and every thing......he asked me how I got interested in computer science, particularly coding....as I heard