Bhavu🤓's Dear Diary

The most social anxiety thing i do is that I could wake up at 2 am and I wouldn’t leave my room until 9 or 10 am so I don’t run into the maid . If someone walked on me while I’m eating my breakfast at the kitchen I feel like uhh my day is ruined now.

Dear Diary,  Hi, it has been a while since I wrote something in a diary. I feel empty I don't know why. I tried distracting myself from this feeling earlier, looks like it wasn't effective.  I really feel alone... Ps. I think this would b

Dear Diary, after my grandma died I being high and dumb made a will out of nowhere and sold her house for over 100 grand and I helped my mother-in-law sell her trailer but she told the cops I stole it and cashed a 100 grand insurance check anyway lo

Dear Diary, I dont know what the hell is wrong with me and i keep on fucking going back for more. i called rehab to get back on the list and then went to her house and then her son called and was begging her to get out of the dope game because appa

Dear Diary, 3 months ago when he left I relapsed and even after we got back together and I got clean for 5 days I started using agian and I haven't stopped...when I'm not on uppers I'm sleeping all the time,I get nothing done and all that honestly I

Dear Diary, he owes me for all these years of hell. And he is lucky that I never said anything bad about him and his parents and didn't start a trial because I went through meat grinder just because I wanted to love him and to live in his country. Ho

Dear Diary, I said that he acts like nothing strange has happenned. But he did this, I mean everything that I say, write or do repeats again and again because he wants me to be the past, even it is obvious that time difference between our countries i

Dear Diary, I thought idols love their job for opportunity to perform in front of thousand people. Then why all these bitches won awards for their new song dont even perform? They associate themselves with me again?! What do they want from me??They d

Dear Diary, This week wasn't so bad: I went to a dantist and spend only 6$, real luck for our times. I watched old USSR movies and was happy at that moment so even forgot about depressive thoughts. I've heard that people found virus in China that alr

Dear Diary, I will not care about numbers anymore because all this time I counted dates wrong. I still dont understand how so many people so easily learn math and all these formulas because I did it just how I saw it. I dont know when I die (accordin

Dear Diary, I thought about S and H that passed away last year and find more and more similarities of that dancer and his friend who I think are their male versions. Even their "birthday numbers": S(92) H (14) and dancers E (22) D (156), summarized n

Dear Diary, I wanted to be a singer when I was young and I even won on my city competition with song "Alteun ay"("golden moon" from bashkir language), after that I was singing in school chorus but stopped at 13 years because singing wasn't my passion

Dear Diary, I don't feel lonely anymore but I am mad because people lie all the time and they createmore and more bullshit to bring me down. After I complained about his bitches press made it look like my enemies are another girls??! Should I make a

Dear Diary, this girs who copy me are really think that they do something good. But they have no idea how hard to live with my pain because they have everything. Since everyone already know that these bitches sleep with all rapers I knew that a pink

Dear Diary, I am not satisfied of seeing bitches who copy me and my condition and even release songs, music videos and photoshoots with same face expression and same coloured clothes that I wear. Sluts are younger than me so I cannot scream at them o

Dear Diary, there is a mystery with number 7. This year I think everyone were shocked when seven-member boy groups disbanded. Was it the member's desicion or their producer's I think it was wrong. Don't they understand that destroying magic of number

Dear Diary, I am tired to be a moon. I really hate couples that show their love in front of me when I just pretend that I care about their feelings. Of course I think that I should live in another place that's why I feel good only when I watch americ

Dear Diary, I live in fear of my mother's relatives (her brother, wife and two sons) all my life. Of course I visited them on birthdays and national celebrations because she has no one exept them,her mom and me. But I forced myself to be polite and c

Dear Diary, I am so scared of what happens nowadays. Famous people die every day and they weren't even in depression, all looked positive and energetic, why would they end up like this? I deleted my instagram account because I am lonely and don't tru

Dear Insecurity, Where exactly did you come from? And why have you come for me? I don’t quite remember when you first introduced yourself... However, you and I have come to be quite acquainted.  In my head there is a version of me who is fearless, sp

Dear Whoever, I’m finding myself again...  I’m finding me again and it feels so damn good! We could get into all the details, but who really needs them? I’m sure it’s the same summary as everyone else. It all comes down to this....“life is hard!” An

Dear Diary,well these last couple days have been good my son got his answer back on how long hes doing and on his original situation there twelve twelveing him so June of 2020 he'll be coming home as long as they dont fuck him on these new charges pl

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Dear Diary,well diary so far so good of a day were headed to Walmart to get a new tire and a few other things like a smart TV  cause were moving into our place next week how is everyone's day goinv?i hope very good I emailed my son today a three page

Dear Diary,dear diary we just vot bome we had along day we went and picked up this long bed. Chevys10 for 400 he wanted 800 he was nice and I love it he even left the plates on it cool huh now let's see how long this one last us first we had the Buic

Dear Diary,this sucks not feeling good but I went to er and I'm fine but then I hear it's going around the jails and prison and that's were my sons at please keep him in ur prayers that he dont get sick and he stays healthy and I'll keep u all in my

Dear Diary,I feel like I'm falling apart I want to cry but I'm to angry to God says he won't give you more than u can handle well hes really giving us a lot right now sometimes I wish I would fall asleep and not wake up I'm to much a pussy to kill my

Dear Diary,today was actually a good day my hubby and I hung out with friends of ours and we went shopping I needed to get out of here so did Tim cause denise mother is driving us nuts with these accusations of stealing her debit card and robbing her

Dear Diary,today has been an overall good day so far as long as when I get home denise ain't in one of her moods cause her bipolar is killing me man please give me advice

Dear Diary,today is beautiful I enjoyed my time that I got out of the house it was nice since our car accident we dont get to get out much anymore but we are fixing on getting a new car so then we can come and go whenever we want to....

Dear Diary, I'm mad. But is it really angryness what I'm feeling? or am I just too stressed?  There are alot of things going on right now, that I am feeling out of breath. There are so many things I got to do in a short amount of time, it is hard

Dear Diary, I am always critized for everything that I do.No matter what it is,I am always the one doing everything wrong.I'm seen as the bad person just for choosing to grow. For wanting to follow a certain career, for making my own decisions,