Dear Diary,

Today was for 90% a good day. And for 10% a bad day. The good part started at 10am, when I woke up, ate some bread as breakfast and did the dishes. After that I drank some coffee and ate a small piece of a pie. That was yummy hahaha. Than I started to play Minecraft a bit, listened some music and in between Ben sent a message. Later the day I ate dinner and showered right after. Than I drew a bit and messaged her with the question if she did the school things. She didn't and from so on I just kept it at read. Won't make myself more disappointed than I already am. And maybe it's wrong that I keep her at read. But it's better for myself. The reason is no motivation as you can guess. Well I think she just forgot it but oh well. And after that we are at the point where I'm writing this. Hey! haha. This is my 6th day writing in the diary and it does help. And I'm having a good time writing on here even though some days were just bad. And also thanks for the ones that support me, by reading, talking to me and go so on. Especially thanks to Ben, who made me do this and reads almost every day <3. Also thanks to you, for reading this. I feel heared, what I didn't really feel before this.

Anyways, that's it for today.

Till tomorrow! :)

2020's Dear Diary