Aish's Dear Diary

so much to write, don't know what to start with.. Out there everyone (especially those who join online livestream community in ID) knows me as a luckiest & as liberated man as in sexual, most entertained one. Why? I've been living together with 2 mo

Dear Diary, I started unfriending everyone on Facebook whose very loud about what's going on in their lives and unfollowed all pages that I had interest in the past. I am always using Facebook trying to find comedic contents but now I am over with

Dear Diary, I like helping anyone in their studies because that is the only way I am comfortable talking but then regrets when I solved things for them. That hits most when we're done and about to say goodbye. So, basically I am finding attention

Dear Diary, I have this male friend and I am always trying to help him in mathematics and programming. But, I don't feel like he is trying to empathize how lonely I am these days. He just messages me when he needs help. All of the talks is only abou

Dear Diary, I cried over my lonely life. ~ 6am Well, gotta sleep.

Dear Diary, I wish I have someone I can openly talk to, have fun and hug.

Dear Diary, I feel lonely.

Dear Diary, Everything feels good. There's balance of exercise, household chores, games and talk with a friend and family which makes me taste a good dose of happiness. But, lately, I feel goddamn fully attracted to hot muscular guys especially i

Dear Diary, I felt so lonely. And I badly longed for her to reply. But, nothing happened yet. And Wtf Am I doing, demanding someone to talk to me. Fck fck fck fck.....

Dear Diary, Fvck, I feel thrash again like those days when I wrote similar diaries. I sleep more than enough just to wait for notifications on school and scholarship matters but most of all, to wait if any of my friends or persons I like messaged m

Dear Diary, I can't sleep since last night. It's already 7:30 and I'm just waiting for 9AM online orientation about the school learning/teaching platform. I guess I'd be sleeping while watching it. I hope my head will  not fall on the laptop's scr

Dear Diary, Still can't get my sleep Anyways, I'll just write my recurring thoughts for today. I admit that I did body shamed many people now and I belittled most with their intelligence level. I spoke few words that hurts but most of it were

Dear Diary, I have a hard time getting back to my normal sleeping pattern (10pm-6pm).  Now, I sleep from 5am-1pm. I feel tired but I can't sleep. And I'm guilty of being obsessed checking my phone's notifications, scrolling through social media an

Dear Diary, Let's get away from the self pity that I am always doing here and let's make some attention seeking diary - I didn't mean it but somehow it feels like that. I stumbled upon a math problem in FB (see picture below) and it took me one

Dear Diary, It's 5 AM and I still can't sleep though I feel sleepy since 11 PM. I just feel so lonely since yesterday. As an introverted, mostly quiet, not expressive and studious guy, I too badly wanted a warm long hug from someone just to feel

Dear Diary, Hmm, maybe it's a gross for you, but it's been a week since I went commando (if you know what I mean). And, I maintained myself well cleaned all the times. It felt very normal now and I can just easily walk around the house and outside w

My Grandfather expired the next day I started this open diary. I was devastated by the news. I am the one who took him to hospital in ambulance sitting next to him by holding a saline bottle. He was in deep pain and couldn't express his thoughts. Doc

Dear all, Today I started public diary to express myself to unknown people across the world because i am scared of being judged by the known people around me. I woke up at 6:45Am and freshed up. Then i had to do all household chores because