Dear Diary,

I am so hungover and can't stop shivering, even though I am not cold. I feel sick! Or at least that I will be sick soon. I'm not sure what is going on right now with my body.
I don't remember last night at all. I can't say I am proud of that but I am assuming I had fun. It gets really fuzzy after a few drinks but, I was also doing other things so who knows what that mixture does.
I am still staying in a homeless shelter for the time being. It is the only place as of now that I can find a place to sleep for the night.
If I wasn't so sick feeling I would leave the area and move on but, I just am not up for it.
Ryan still won't answer my pleas to have him talk to me. I even propositioned him that I would go to him if he responded to me. He never responded to it. It is frustrating. I miss him so much! I don't think that will ever end.
My friend Ian has also been MIA although it is to be expected but, I kind of thought I would hear more periodically from him. I am assuming all is well but I figured eventually he will tell me things are better and that communication will resume like normal. **fingers crossed**
Kemper keeps emailing me or he did. He is begging me to come back to him or to have him pick me up.
I need to buy another minutes/data card. It is about up and then this phone just becomes a paperweight.
I am going to lie down first. I really don't feel that great right now.

Hodu's Dear Diary