Megan's Dear Diary

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February 14, 2023
Hello again, I made it through today. It did not really get any better than how it was in my earlier diary. The worst of it was feeling lonely even when surrounded by people I think are my friends. Also to the one person who told me to not run awa
Feb 15
February 14, 2023
Today is valentines day. A fun marketing scheme. It is only the morning but I can tell today is not going to be great day. It started out good. I actually ate something for breakfast and someone gave me a cookie when I got to school. But when I got t
Feb 14
February 14, 2023
This is my first time writing in a diary. I find them to be a waste of time and quite dumb. However, my therapist says I need to write my emotions out and stop bottling them up. I don't like this idea and I don't like feeling vulnerable but putting i
Feb 14
February 16, 2021
Dear Diary, I don’t deserve this treatment... I deserve to be loved. I know that I do... this isn’t fair... I gave him such a thoughtful  gift. I insisted I didn’t want anything for Valentine’s Day, just a coffee. That is it. No expectations or any
Feb 16
February 16, 2021
Dear Diary, I slept on the floor last night. Honestly it’s just as comfortable as the bed, and more comfortable than the couch. I woke up to Brandon hovering over me with my phone in his hands. Going through it.... I don’t care. What is he going to
Feb 16
February 15, 2021
Dear Diary, It’s 10:47 and I’m writing again. Mostly because the guy who is suppose to love me under appreciates me and I am hurt, which makes me miss HIM more. But also because I’m really struggling with the fact that he doesn’t see it. He thinks
Feb 16
February 15, 2021
Dear Diary, I’ve decided to write everyday I miss you. Instead or texting, calling, stalking... I am going to write about the pain I feel.  I wake up everyday with a hole were you were. You left a mark on me. I truly don’t think I will ever be
Feb 16