Cyndi's Dear Diary

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January 20, 2021 I have some irish/Celtic tarot cards. At Jenny's wedding there was a Scottish bag piper. I like irish stuff too and my parents went there. My favorite. Irish bands are kate bush and sue Richard's. She plays a harp.
Jan 20
January 20, 2021 so I've been dancing today. Mostly with my head & heart. Dancing to nirvana. Kinisthetic. Aesthetic. Choreography. Dancing is a physical artform. It is cold this morning. A lady said good morning to us.
Jan 20
January 17, 2021
My cat, olive, has a raspy voice like Janis Joplin. Animal rights.slow & heavy. Physical vs. Emotional. We saw a dog wearing boots. Its snowing good today. A great day to make snow Angel's. I have snow boots I can wear. I was thinking of cutting my o
Jan 17
Monday march 23rd I am happy about getting a new job. Things I will like it about it are buying & wearing new outfits. Meeting new people. The simplicity of my responsibilities. & feeling like my mom because she has the same job. So I guess ethan is not taking his medicine anymore. Maybe those chemicals were making him irritable. I think he is is funny though and people should like him.
Jan 17
I'm falling softly like autumn leaves. I found some shells for my collection & Joel showed me crinoids or Indian beads. Tommy had some at our house in TN. The song appeals to my emotions. Where is my place? Black lung. Reality vs delusion.
Jan 14
One band I like is the grateful dead. I know other people who like them too like Carson. Jingle jangle. Charlie and I played pokemon duel. I am wearing makeup I want to look charming. Tomorrow I have the house to myself so I can sing and devise my plans for life.
Jan 13
I am highly evolved. I like our new, fanciest house we've ever had. It is neat and geometric. Here in GA it looks like autumn though it's December. There is mica in the soil. Charlie is putting stickers on a binder. Veggie tales stickers.
Jan 13
Today at Joann'a fabrics I saw cinnamon heart shaped mints. I was calling myself the king of comedy. I used to have a French magazine. Theme/cliche/motif buy a dream from a magazine. One word I love is crestfallen. Language is universal. Mother earth cries. Autumn came the leaves changed love gone. Wed. OCTOBER 22nd
Jan 12
The cloud eclipsed the butterfly who lives in the sun my grandpa said "look at that" about the news. He was complaining about his pills. He has a good sense of humor. We ate some good food. My goal weight is 110 pounds.
Jan 12
Sunday April 19th: I realize sadness is a part of life & maybe teaches you something valuable. Colorful creatures. Do you know which direction to go? Meditate on moons and cartoons. Pink Floyd is atmospheric. They were playing it at the store.
Jan 12
Tuesday nov. 10th: I saw a skateboarder wearing purple pants. A lady said my hat is adorable. Charlie said he doesn't like Europe. He also said Tommy likes lemon in his water. Isabella won an award for biggest smile today.
Jan 12
OCTOBER a tip Ethan gave me is to brush my teeth with salt. Eternal splendor like the sunset I surrender cartoon eyes. It snowed once in Georgia. Keep my pitch. Let your soul sing your the best.
Jan 12
Sunday October 3 psychic screams. The dying machine. Dying cells here is a list of British bands: echo and the bunnymen pink floyd, radiohead, the Smith's, depeche mode, david bowie, kate bush. Comedic response. Walking through the streets I burn.
Jan 12
Sunday may 21 I had to work again today. I got paid. I took a taxi there. Denise gave me a dollar for a soda. I got some valentines candy at my appointment. A chocolate heart. I asked barb for a cigarette 2 times. She said my makeup is pretty & that she loves it.
Jan 12
Today at work an older couple ordered hot chocolate & cookies. That is what they always order. People at work always tell me to smile. Kris said I did a terrific job today. She got a haircut. She has worked for bk since 1985.
Jan 12