Cyndi's Dear Diary

Index

August 13, 2021

Dear Diary,2 nights in a row now that I stayed up all night. Yesterday I slept all day. Now I'm getting ready to take a nap. I drank 5 beers last night. Things were moving and my lips were numb. I spent 11 dollars on my bike. I got blue and green lig

January 20, 2021 I have some irish/Celtic tarot cards. At Jenny's wedding there was a Scottish bag piper. I like irish stuff too and my parents went there. My favorite. Irish bands are kate bush and sue Richard's. She plays a harp.

January 20, 2021 so I've been dancing today. Mostly with my head & heart. Dancing to nirvana. Kinisthetic. Aesthetic. Choreography. Dancing is a physical artform. It is cold this morning. A lady said good morning to us.

January 17, 2021

My cat, olive, has a raspy voice like Janis Joplin. Animal rights.slow & heavy. Physical vs. Emotional. We saw a dog wearing boots. Its snowing good today. A great day to make snow Angel's. I have snow boots I can wear. I was thinking of cutting my o

Monday march 23rd I am happy about getting a new job. Things I will like it about it are buying & wearing new outfits. Meeting new people. The simplicity of my responsibilities. & feeling like my mom because she has the same job. So I guess ethan is not taking his medicine anymore. Maybe those chemicals were making him irritable. I think he is is funny though and people should like him.

I'm falling softly like autumn leaves. I found some shells for my collection & Joel showed me crinoids or Indian beads. Tommy had some at our house in TN. The song appeals to my emotions. Where is my place? Black lung. Reality vs delusion.

One band I like is the grateful dead. I know other people who like them too like Carson. Jingle jangle. Charlie and I played pokemon duel. I am wearing makeup I want to look charming. Tomorrow I have the house to myself so I can sing and devise my plans for life.

I am highly evolved. I like our new, fanciest house we've ever had. It is neat and geometric. Here in GA it looks like autumn though it's December. There is mica in the soil. Charlie is putting stickers on a binder. Veggie tales stickers.

Today at Joann'a fabrics I saw cinnamon heart shaped mints. I was calling myself the king of comedy. I used to have a French magazine. Theme/cliche/motif buy a dream from a magazine. One word I love is crestfallen. Language is universal. Mother earth cries. Autumn came the leaves changed love gone. Wed. OCTOBER 22nd

The cloud eclipsed the butterfly who lives in the sun my grandpa said "look at that" about the news. He was complaining about his pills. He has a good sense of humor. We ate some good food. My goal weight is 110 pounds.

Sunday April 19th: I realize sadness is a part of life & maybe teaches you something valuable. Colorful creatures. Do you know which direction to go? Meditate on moons and cartoons. Pink Floyd is atmospheric. They were playing it at the store.

Tuesday nov. 10th: I saw a skateboarder wearing purple pants. A lady said my hat is adorable. Charlie said he doesn't like Europe. He also said Tommy likes lemon in his water. Isabella won an award for biggest smile today.

OCTOBER a tip Ethan gave me is to brush my teeth with salt. Eternal splendor like the sunset I surrender cartoon eyes. It snowed once in Georgia. Keep my pitch. Let your soul sing your the best.

Sunday October 3 psychic screams. The dying machine. Dying cells here is a list of British bands: echo and the bunnymen pink floyd, radiohead, the Smith's, depeche mode, david bowie, kate bush. Comedic response. Walking through the streets I burn.

Sunday may 21 I had to work again today. I got paid. I took a taxi there. Denise gave me a dollar for a soda. I got some valentines candy at my appointment. A chocolate heart. I asked barb for a cigarette 2 times. She said my makeup is pretty & that she loves it.