Ummakkl's Dear Diary

Lately I've been stuck at my dad's house. He lives with his mom. His mom is really annoying. She says a lot of unnecessary and mean things. She often contradicts herself. I often reply with a nod or "maybe", "I don't know". I feel like one day I will

Recently I saw a person on TikTok live and they reminded me of a person that I knew. The person was annoying and irresponsible, and I kept digging in my memories and actually I've met so much people who were like this.  And now I'm worried, is it jus

I don't know what's wrong with me. It was my birthday yesterday, and my family is gathering up tomorrow. I hate them so much I can hardly stand being in the se room with them even though they didn't really do anything bad.  My grandfather thinks wome

Like 3-4 years ago, I always wore skirts to school and was absolutely comfortable. Few times I wore a skirt in late middle school, but only because there were mainly girls in my class and no one sexualized me. But now I can't even imagine doing that.

I understand that I will never be happy. And it isn't even about love. I can never make people respect me. I feel like my parents only see me as a responsibility.  I think I mentally hurt a lot of people. I know I have no right to make myself a v

I wish at least someone saw me as a friend. I already said that, maybe, the problem is in me. I have some problems with understanding other people, I think. I probably need to change but I don't know how and what to change. It's something about my be

I am so confused. I want to know what do they think about me. Why do people in my life act the way they do? I can't understand what are their thoughts.   What if they hate me? I don't really know what would I do If I found out that they do. It's pro

[IS CONCEPT -WEEK 9A&9B] Dear Diary,  hi it's me again Morin, right now I want to  sharing about my experience during my Information System Concept assignment or I can say it is a project because it is always comes one after the other (sustainab

[IS CONCEPT- WEEK 8] Dear Diary,   my name is Morin and I want to sharing what I do in this week which is week 9, today I requested to do an assignment which is what i am going to do in the next 5 years, so in the next 5 years.   So, first of

[IS CONCEPT-WEEK07A&B] Dear Diary, hi my name is Morin i want to sharing about my task this week, in this week I am requested to do an assignment, my first assignment is interview alumni that we want to be in the future, we must search alumni that

Dear Diary,  Hi, my name is Morin Adepatrick Damanik, I was born on 21st November 2002. I lived in Bekasi, West java. I currently studying at Sepuluh Nopember Institute of Technology (ITS) in Surabaya and I took the IUP program majoring in Info