Emily's Dear Diary

Dear Sola,are you ok? I know that's a dump question considering what you wrote, but still. I know things will get better for you. I don't know what happened but there's always light at the end of a tunnel.

Dear Diary, is there something wrong with me? Why do I look for the bad in everything? A guy could be sweet and kind a good personality but then when I get close its like my brain has a self destruction button. Every single flaw or possible flaw that