Raven Hawk's Dear Diary

Index
March 13, 2022
Dear Diary, Things have been weird lately. I've been ok. Really. But I can't help feeling strange. Everything feels strange. I almost cringe at everything. I cringe at myself.  Suddenly I want attention from people. I used to hate it but why
Mar 13
March 12, 2022
Dear Diary, So about my birthday... i can't believe it's almost finished. I literally did nothing today. Just scrolled down social medias. I wish there was something to be memorable of. a good memory. But at the end of the day all I have is the
Mar 12
March 11, 2022
Dear Diary, Few minutes before my birthday. It doesn't feel right. I'm getting one year older. It all happened in a blink of an eye. How does time pass so quickly? Memories are breaking into my mind like a river erosion.  It doesn't real
Mar 11
March 10, 2022
Disappointment. This is what I can describe. Upset fulness. This is what I feel. Anger. This is what I see.  "I don't care" this is what i say.  Imagine having a friend who you loved more than anything. Imagine him betraying you. imagine him blam
Mar 10
March 09, 2022
Dear Diary, What to say? What to complain about? I'm just a immature soul who doesn't know how to accept things. I take a lot of things personally which usually people don't. I don't tell anyone about it but I get hurt. I just keep it in. They h
Mar 09
March 09, 2022
Dear Diary, Expecting is the worst thing you can do. Expectation destroys everything. That's why today I'm so hopeless yet I want to hope for something better but "expectation hurts" specially from people.  I don't really expect anything from t
Mar 09
March 08, 2022
Dear Diary, Reality hurts you know?  Have you ever been in a position where daydreaming is the only thing you can do? Feels so good! It's like your lost in a little rush of euphoria. You're smiling, you're laughing-thinking of those fake scenarios
Mar 08
March 08, 2022
Dear Diary, I was feeling better for a few days.. but today suddenly, All of a sudden I felt so tired like the world has drained me everything every energy I had.  All of a sudden I feel so tired. Tired of everything,sick of everything. At the sam
Mar 08
December 07, 2020
Dear Dragonfly, This pandemic has been very difficult for me. Not being able to work has been the worse part of it. I am smart and have not only a Bachelor's degree but also a Master's. Having employers pass me by based on my education is dishea
Dec 08
October 21, 2020
Dear Dragonfly, On my fitness and health journey, I am doing good. I have the willpower to change some of the habits that have become ingrained in my life.  I have been furloughed/laid off since March 23rd. That was one day before Houston we
Oct 21
October 18, 2020
Dear Dragonfly, First, I have decided to name this Diary/Journal Dragonfly. The reason behind this is that this is about a transformation journey. In 2011, my Grandpa died, and the way that I coped with the loss was through food. So in just a few
Oct 18