Hello, my diary

Well, I decided to start you because of some… things having happened in my life.

How did I get here?

Good question.

Well, first of all, I wish I could tell everything to one person.

But I can’t.

I can’t because I have annoyed him too much.

I hadn’t meant it, though.

This happened due to his lying to me.

He told me “everything’s alright”

When it was actually not

He said he didn’t want to offend me

By hiding the truth

But, in fact, the lies hurt me much worse.

I wish he’d told me the truth earlier.

At the moment he texted me everything, I changed.

Inside.

In a second.

I can’t say I was sad

I can’t say the opposite, though

but… I felt something

Something that moved me to changing myself

I know what I’ve done wrong

I thought we were closer, though

I messed up

I get used to people so easily

But they do not

Sadly

I wish I could know what they think of me

What they feel about me

And… I wish they would tell the truth when it's possible to change the situation

Even though they’re afraid to offend me

Sorry, feels like you can't understand what's going on.

It seems like my thoughts got mixed up.

And you're right.

I've got so many things to tell about.

So, next time I'll try to make it more organized.

Thank you for reading this

Yours faithfully,

A_g

Ru's Dear Diary