James's Dear Diary

Index
February 18, 2021
Dear Diary, The  Paranormal Just sitting here thinking about the handful of Paranormal experiences That I have had in my life And how many people have Experienced them Some people are scared to talk about it And some people have Have not experienced
Feb 18
April 14, 2020
Dear Diary,           I hate being screamed at, especially at 7 in the morning. If i wanted that i’d join the military lol. I just got diagnosed with babesiosis which is causing me memory loss, i’m losing my balance, extreme fatigue, visual dist
Apr 14
WAKE UP!!!
Dear Diary,           I don’t understand why i can’t wake up! Granted, i have a really hard time getting to sleep. But even when i do, and i get a good solid at least 6 hours, i can not wake up for anything. I set alarm after alarm and they don’
Jan 23
January 19, 2020
Dear Diary,           I apologize, it seems i went on a rant on the 17th lol. Yesterday was my mother’s birthday (the 18th) and i think i was anxious and just wanted to think of anything else then the fact that i had to call her. Which i still h
Jan 19
January 17, 2020
Dear Diary,           I am all over the place. I am prescribed stimulants at a very low dose. And it is needed. But it gives me such energy and adrenaline and my mind races and i get all these great ideas that i can’t organize or keep up with th
Jan 17
January 08, 2020
Dear Diary,          My name is Netta and my life isn’t so exciting. I’m an aspie and have PTSD. My day consists of constant anxiety more then anything else. And as much as i love my psychiatrist. This is getting so hard. My job made me go on le
Jan 08
Stupid People
Dear Diary,some people just want to snoop. They don't care about you really. Just want to judge you on unrighteous things. Want to put you down. They are so pathetic. They need wake up. Not everything is about this or that. When are people gonna wake
Oct 03
Tired of People
Dear Diary, having a rough day. I'm so sick and tired of how people are. You ask for help and they gotta be rude or just ignore you. It's so sad because I struggle and still help people. I hate when I can't help others. I even tell people that we mig
Oct 02
Wouldn't It Be Nice
Dear Diary,can there be a such thing as a vacation for my husband and I? We have been together since 2010 and not ONCE have we had a vacation. We have tried camping for years now and just can't afford it. We didn't even have a honeymoon. My husband w
Sep 23
New to this
Dear Diary,  I want somewhere where I can get my feelings out and no one knows me. I've been going through a lot lately but don't want to keep my stuff just to myself I want to vent. I want others to know my pain and maybe, just maybe, they can r
Sep 22