Lane's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, My 81 year old grandma is difficult to travel with. Not only is it physically exhausting for her but she is very stuck in her ways and HAS to do things her way when she wants to. So excuse me when I'm upset that my cousin who just had a

Dear Diary, I love being a mother. I also have the privilege of being a "stay at home mother". My boyfriend encourages this so that is nice. However I find myself longing for my own "thing" outside of motherhood. I want a job but I dont want to be a

Dear Diary,  Today i am fine.  Not seeing my mother really make me feel better.  I should have done it a long time ago.  I just don't want her to be alone..  But i guest i need to. Of course  my kids with me. I just want to be happy..

Dear Diary, Today i heard it again.  "you should have just killed your son if you can't take care of him" I tried my best as i can.  To take care of my kids and to give them what they deserve. But to my mother it was not enough. Anything is no

Dear Diary, I always asked why am i alive? What's my purpose..  I was likea walking depression. Getting affected on everything i hear.  Is it just in my head or in my heart?

Dear Diary, Today i wanna die.