Warning: Adult content.

Da and I spent Sunday and Monday (4th and 5th) together in the same hotel as last time. There were some good and bad differences in the rooms.

Our first room from a couple of weeks ago had what we called a "ghost toilet," it would randomly flush even though it hadn't been touched in hours. Also the bed and pillows were absolute shit resulting in our necks and backs to ache.

Our room during this past visit had an immediately noticeable stench of cigarette smoke upon entry, despite it being a "non-smoking" room. The bed was better and our necks didn't hurt since I brought a decent pillow with us. The cord to the lamp on my side of the bed was cut so we only had one light source in the main part of the room. And lastly, we found many bugs those days. We checked out Tuesday morning and we found at least 7 bugs (roaches and some other creepy crawlie) before 9am. Yeah, we're not going back there again.

For the most part, we watched Steven Universe the whole time. I actually fell asleep while watching it because I was just so damn comfy with him spooning me and his arm around my midsection. I was happy.

As for the night times, we decided to take a different approach to our sexcapades.

We only used hands/fingers this time instead of genital contact, which we kinda ended up regretting, honestly.

The first night he decided he wanted to try eating me out for the first time. He did it for at least a minute if not two until he gagged and I laughed and told him to stop. He apologized and I told him there's nothing to worry about. I've tasted myself before and I wouldn't want to spend a whole lot of time tasting me either. I'm not sure how my past conquests managed to love doing it and enjoyed doing it, but I guess it's not for everyone. I'll miss receiving oral, but I'll live as long as I can still get his dick.

After failing at oral, he fingered me into a great orgasm and he got to witness me squirt. I squirted the first time he ever fingered me and it surprised him and he quickly removed his fingers, so neither of us could really enjoy it, but this time we did. He said it was hot and I was like, "yeah, I know. 😏 Now come here and give me cuddles!"

Then I gave him a handy and he said it felt amazing compared to what he does himself, but being inside me would be so much better.

The next night went pretty much the same way, without Da attempting oral though.

We both had enjoyed each other, but we did agree that we wished we would've had "actual" sex at some point, too. I miss having his dick in me and just feeling full. I miss the closeness between us where it's almost like we are one.

I don't know when we'll be able to have sex again. He said there's a room at his house where the cats aren't allowed, but it's filled with his aunt's(?) stuff. They've been trying to get her to remove the stuff for a while now, but I think she's lazy? I don't know. I hope that when the room does get emptied that it'll be safe enough for me to stay in during visits to his house without having a severe allergic reaction.

He showed me a screenshot recently of that status of our Bad Dragon order and it's been shipped. I'm pretty excited about that but also I have no idea about when he'll be able to use it on me.

Also since he ordered the dildo for me, I've been lusting after another one on Bad Dragon called Meng, but I can't order it right now even if I wanted to because custom orders are temporarily unavailable.

I don't need another dildo anyway. I already have one that I rarely use, amongst other toys, and I generally don't masturbate. It's not as pleasing as being with someone else and I hate having to clean a toy before and after use. I can't just have them lying around either since 1) there's no lock on my door, 2) my nephew comes over on the weekends, 3) I just really don't want my parents to see my toys. They are aware that I'm sexually active and they'd rather me masturbate than have sex since they (as well as I) deem myself not ready for kids, but still, it's not something I want to display to them, especially if one of my toys is shaped like a fucking dragon (pun intended).

In other, more vanilla, news, Da and I have halted our progress in Pokemon X and Y since I've become distracted by the TCG, more specifically the online version. I've actually dragged him into the online game, too. That kinda sucks because now any online code he gets, he might use for himself. But also it's much easier to battle him now since we don't have to actually be in the same space.

I've spent too much money on online codes for booster packs and decks... I've also spent too much money on real decks and plushies.

I have so many presents for Da already and it's only just now October, and I started buying them last month.

I've already bought for him:

Lugia themed deck
Snorlax GX box
Gigantamax Eevee plushie
A rare gold Eevee coin from like 1999 or something
Snorlax pin
Surprised Pikachu pin (which I'm still waiting receive it)
Snorlax cosplaying as Eevee plushie

And probably some other stuff I can't remember right now. It's so hard to keep these things a secret from him. I want to give them to him now.

I also bought a bracelet from Zox for him and gave it to him on the 28th(?) which he has since lost and bought a new one like yesterday. I also bought a Boo ghost from Super Mario and have it to him on Sunday at the hotel. Because he's my boo.

I need to turn my brain off and go to sleep. It has passed 6am.

I've stayed awake partially due to my rewatching of Avatar The Last Airbender. I started it last week, I think. I'm on Book 2, at least 5 episodes in.

When I started watching it tonight, I remembered my goal of watching all the Pokemon movies and mentally did an "oops." I do need to get back on that...

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