HoursFromNow's Dear Diary

I was really looking forward to something today.  can dare say I was even excited. It turned out to be very disappointing. I didn't even get upset because I just knew deep down, it wasn't going to go the way I hoped. Seems like nothing ever does anym

I feel numb today, as I feel most days. I go through my day as I always do, but it feels like I am on the outside looking in. Like my life is happening to someone else. I fake my smiles when I have to and answer when spoken to. I go through the day..

Do you ever wonder is anyone ever notices you? I'm not asking in a romantic sense because I don't see why anyone would in my case to begin with. But in an overall sense. Has anyone ever looked at me and thought, "oh, she looks sad..." Or "oh, what a