HoursFromNow's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, it's short but nothing today I would say somthing but I'm to tired to even do that. Sorry

Dear Diary, Hes acting weird again I dont get what's wrong with him He kept saying he was a mistake because his mom got mad at him for going to his cousins soccer game without permission.  He said he was a mistake and he wanted to cry and when I

Dear Diary,he didnt seem to even realize how I would feel to him yesterday. He acted like nothing had happened and when he tryed to say your cute with a video I told him I was still mad and he even asked me if I was mad. I was mad all day and hurt to

Dear Diary, It hurts  It hurts alot He tryed to push me away He tryed to get rid of me  Like everyone else does He was using me like everyone else But I was going to use hin to begin with so I feel this was his way of getting back at me about

Dear diary,Its horrible for me to have read those words. He told another girl he though she was cute and I know it's stupid for what others have gone through but with him it was different. It hurt do bad. And now I cant even sleep peacefully withough

I have never put so much faith and trust as I did with one friend. I have learned that trusting people and believing in them and having faith in them is only going to do one thing. Hurt you. I have hurt him more than he has hurt me and his friends,fa

I was really looking forward to something today.  can dare say I was even excited. It turned out to be very disappointing. I didn't even get upset because I just knew deep down, it wasn't going to go the way I hoped. Seems like nothing ever does anym

I feel numb today, as I feel most days. I go through my day as I always do, but it feels like I am on the outside looking in. Like my life is happening to someone else. I fake my smiles when I have to and answer when spoken to. I go through the day..

Do you ever wonder is anyone ever notices you? I'm not asking in a romantic sense because I don't see why anyone would in my case to begin with. But in an overall sense. Has anyone ever looked at me and thought, "oh, she looks sad..." Or "oh, what a