R.L's Dear Diary

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March 26, 2020
NO NOT SUICIDAL JUST A WRITING    They say suicide isn't the answer I say sometimes its the only way the only way a person knows how to kill the demon that lives deep inside so deep - seated that it cuts them to the very core of there existence l
Mar 27
March 19, 2020
Why Why did these things happen to me ? Why did my life have to be so fuck up ? Why do I have to live this way ? Why can't I be normal ? Why is it a battle everyday to live ? Why do I have to have nightmares every dame night ? Why must I pretend
Mar 20
March 19, 2020
What are your favorite songs, and why? In no order ( Doing my depress songs only ) My why to all songs ........ When you can't explain how you feel MUSIC can if you listen hard enough 1. Mr.Big - To Be With You 2. Collin Raye - If you get there
Mar 20
March 19, 2020
WHY CANT THEY SEE  Why can't they see That i'm tired of being me Why can't they see That i'm not happy no matter how hard I try to be Why can't they see This is not how I choose to be Why can't they see All the pain and anger inside of me Why can
Mar 19
July 07, 2020
Dear Diary, I can't handle it anymore, i can't keep it in my heart anymore, i need to write it. Three years ago, I met them. I wasn't sure if those guys are good for me, everytime i sit w them i feel uncomfortable and insecure, i can't talk to them
Jul 07
July 02, 2020
Dear Diary, sometimes i just wanna be alone, no family, no friends, no one just me in my own world, ik i should be grateful for all the people in my life and i actually am but I'm sick of being judged, I'm sick of regretting every single thing i do f
Jul 02
July 02, 2020
Dear Diary, being the youngest in my family means you're the dumbest one ever and it's impossible that you have feelings or even brain to think with, you're the most worthless and it's so normal to hear your mom calls u "bug" in an insulting way, it'
Jul 02