Dear Diary, it was one of the best diwali I got to celebrate today without my mental drama. The whole thing revolves around: I was(am) happy, I enjoyed, I shared, we had fun together- the whole family.

I was starting to think yesterday that this year also it won't be so great, that I'll be depressed again but it just took one prayer to baba n he took care of this situation. He is theeee best for me forever.

I talked to shivanshu today, everything was going well until he said he wanted to see me. I am not going to do that.

I have gone through with certain situations n I've learned or atleast tried to learn not to repeat the same mistakes by goin through the same lessons life gave me until I understood what it wanted me to be aware of..

I'm not going to do that which does not make me feel good about myself.

I don't wanna explain, too many words...

Happy diwali you guys!

Your nostalgia's Dear Diary