I don't remember the whole dream. I'm sitting in a chair and there are people, here and there. A family gathering, may be. It seemed like I was watching something in front.

Then comes my distant cousin, JK, she's pregnant. I then realized that there's only one chair and I'm sitting in it. I get up and make her sit, like a big sister I am. I then stand and continue to do what I did before she came.

The funny part is, by relation she's not that close but by age and friendship we were close. JK, SM(her sister, a year older than me), GP(their first cousin and my friend) and ND(also their cousin). We are not so close anymore. Time made all of us drift away. But they are close since they're first cousins and all that. I think about those days quite often. Longing to go back. To cherish the lovely bond I had with them. But time has made it a past. It may have faded from their memories. I may have faded. But I think about them a lot.

I always get dreams of either SM or JK being pregnant. And when I get the news of them actually being pregnant in real life, I'm awestruck and feel magical. I don't know why it happens. But I don't wanna stop it from happening either. It's a warm feeling.

This time I already knew JK was pregnant. Mom told me around April that JK was pregnant. I forgot about it until last week. Then the dream has to happen. So I asked my mom about her. JK is 7 months pregnant.

I'm happy for her. I feel that our bond is still there in my heart and a speck of it in their hearts as well.

Eraone's Dear Diary