Jenn ✌🏼's Dear Diary

It's almost 10am. I didn't sleep last night.  Didn't even lay down actually but today I'm feeling good 🙂❤ Praise Jesus right?! Lol Plans are tackling this laundry and cleaning this house!! Things always fall apart when I'm having struggles...  not g

I needed space, I needed love, I needed timeAnd I never understood how you could treat me so heartlessUntil I realized that you just needed mineThat's what I mean by "loving you never helps"'Cause I just can't decide between loving you or myselfI jus

Hello Diary,  Well I'm feeling much better than I was on the 12th but also feeling so incomplete and unsure on so many things.  When things are left unfinished or open ended my brain goes crazy!!! Then of course that makes me overwhelmed and overwhel

Dear Diary,                        Fuck emotional pain.  Fuck the mess I am.   I'm exhausted from just being me.  The only peace I'll know is death and that's so tremendously sad to me. Why can't happiness be in my deck of cards? A life of feeli

Scrolling through facebook just now I remembered what it was I wanted to write the other day. People my age or a bit older who go on about how young they look, but imo they look bliddy awful because of sun exposure mainly (leathery looking or very ti

I nearly uninstalled this app (out of irritation) because it unexpectedly logged me out. It took a while to find where I'd written the login deets so now I've forgotten what it was I meant to say in the first place.

I ordered some gourmet food online a couple of weeks ago as a treat (also supporting local business). I'd ordered from them before and I knew they were busy so I expected my order to take ten days at least to arrive. Last week I got a card in my mail

Dear Self, This is the second time in two months you've eaten too many sugar-free (xylitol) lollies and maybe this time you will remember that it gives you a horrible tummyache for hours...  Please don't do it again. We were going to do things today