Pyrno's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I have been pushing aside the fleeting feeling of depression... Once again this has panged my existence. I've been working out (kind of) but have not wanted to meditate or journal. I feel a nothingness in my existence right now. Such

Dear Diary, You know what. I love someone but he is not with me now . I miss him a lot. Does he miss me?I see him almost everyday because he is my batchmate. When I see him, I feel so painful because in that time, I know he is not with me now

Dear Diary, There are so many questions in my mind. But I don't know what to do about them. What can you do when a relationship you knew existed becomes one sided? The love, the emotions, the time you invested in it seems to backfire slowly. No

Dear Diary, I wonder why does my mind bring memories from the past which make me depressed because of their impact on my life. Why can't I just forget what happened and not allow my brain to play it to come back? It kills me inside, I don't know

Dear Diary, To my future husband, if I ever have one, please don't leave me alone in the dark to fight the demons who have kept me awake for my whole life. My heart has been broken for a while. I hope you are proud to love me, pamper me, understand

I was wrongIt wasn’t youI had hoped For no reason I had thought That maybe You were thinking of meAnd all of a suddenEvery thought of mine Was about youBut I was wrong It wasn’t you

What does this storyOf oursBehold Has our story ended?Or is it just beginning?Do I...Are you thinking of me?Have you forgotten me?Was I justAnother girl?Do we even have a story to tell?Or was it always Just in my head I don’t know anymore I hope at l

I wonderIf you ever Open up my name On your chatAnd wonder If I’m onlineIf I’m okay If I’m alive  I wonderDo I ever Cross your mind?

SometimesYou meet someone Who you automatically connect toThey understand youListen to youIt feels like You’ve known them forever And as ifYour soul has touched theirs before And you Brian,Thats who you were to me As if, My soul knew youBefore I got

I need to writeI need to write the wordsThoughts FeelingsThat I have kept in me always Before they destroy meI need to Let them burn paperAnd not my soul