Depressed_girl's Dear Diary

I was wrongIt wasn’t youI had hoped For no reason I had thought That maybe You were thinking of meAnd all of a suddenEvery thought of mine Was about youBut I was wrong It wasn’t you

What does this storyOf oursBehold Has our story ended?Or is it just beginning?Do I...Are you thinking of me?Have you forgotten me?Was I justAnother girl?Do we even have a story to tell?Or was it always Just in my head I don’t know anymore I hope at l

I wonderIf you ever Open up my name On your chatAnd wonder If I’m onlineIf I’m okay If I’m alive  I wonderDo I ever Cross your mind?

SometimesYou meet someone Who you automatically connect toThey understand youListen to youIt feels like You’ve known them forever And as ifYour soul has touched theirs before And you Brian,Thats who you were to me As if, My soul knew youBefore I got

I need to writeI need to write the wordsThoughts FeelingsThat I have kept in me always Before they destroy meI need to Let them burn paperAnd not my soul