Ran's Dear Diary

Index
March 26, 2020
It's been a strange few weeks... I've been updating the #'s on our calendar for just over a week. Watching as the cases in the US rise nearly 10k/day. . . Just prior to things getting scary, I had been attempting to shift my mindset . I used to be re
Mar 27
October 12, 2023
Dear Diary,My mother doesn't understand me, and when she did, it probably didn't happen.
Oct 12
October 10, 2023
Dear Diary, These days may be last days of breathing easily, I have a lot of work to do and my responsibilities are increasing. I didn't imagine 18 like this, although 17 wasn't quite what I imagine.  The only activity that makes me happy is watch
Oct 10
February 22, 2020
Dear Diary, I'm so excited for tomorrow, my boyfriend and I move into our new place finally, after living in our car and hotels. It's a blessing , I just feel nervous because ill be doing this alone. Only because my man is always working oilfield. I
Feb 22
November 24, 2021
Dear Diary, why are things never getting better
Nov 24
June 09, 2020
Dear Diary, Aku baru settle di rumah faisal jmpa SGM dan team dia. Pehh semangat aku. Bidang education ni mmg boleh buat kerjaya dan income lumayan giler beb. Dan now aku fokus nak cari dlm 5 agent berkualiti. Singgah cari rokok bai..
Jun 09
June 09, 2020
Dear Diary, Hari pertama aku on diary aku ini. Just kongsi aktiviti harian bisnes online Dan offline aku pd kawan2.
Jun 09
February 11, 2020
Dear Diary, I was looking down completely, with both of my legs bent sideways, holding my other arm tightly, in my most traumatised position, when my abusers lusted at me sexually. I’m mentally and intellectually disabled. I only got these traumatic
Feb 11
Coversation.
a period of silence follows before three rings are heard. A pause follows even as the phone is answered before the sound of a heart beat can be heard below the ambient noise. This audio track constantly raises and lowers as it proceeds.] Hello? Hell
Nov 15
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Oct 13
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Oct 13
October 09, 2023
Dear Diary,theres no way im not gonna have a panic attack rn =D theres a person next to me that wont shut up     ''Martin Luther King, Jr., won the Nobel Peace Prize in 1964. He was thirty-five years old. The prize is given each year to the person or
Oct 09
October 09, 2023
Dear Diary,   im writing this in school!!  ''because of The act of taking pen to paper can help you relax, manage anxiety, cope with depression, ((University of Rochester Medical Center, “Journaling for Mental Health”: https://www.urmc.rochester.edu/
Oct 09
February 12, 2020
bears I wish it was possible to hibernate through certain parts of your life. Then you would have an excuse to stay in bed. Win. Also you could skip things like high school. Win. You're probably thinking, yeah but you'll end up dumb or something.
Feb 12
February 12, 2020
The real me In this 'journal' I want to be the real me. Because even though being perfect or something close to it feels like a priority, being imperfect is what I do best. Sometimes I have to prove myself to people. Around others, I find it har
Feb 12
February 12, 2020
the beginning of a new chapter I know keeping a diary isn't the coolest thing but who knows maybe one day, I will look back on this and remember how stupid and naïve I was. Because I'm still pretty young, you would think I wouldn't have experienc
Feb 12