Ruth's Dear Diary

Index
December 23, 2021
I used to have a friend. He was kind and caring, selfless and much like me, if I were to admit. He loved adventuring and paranormal and had a sense of humor one could only describe as unique. He would post memes on his Instagram almost everyday, some
Dec 24
December 23, 2021
I always catch myself staring into the empty and meaningless pit of space and time that doesn't even exist. Just a spot on the wall at school, or at home, or even sometimes at the mall when I don't spend all day in my room. My room. That space used t
Dec 24
May 17, 2020
Dear Diary, I found out that I need to retake five of my subjects. I can't stop being in pain every time I heard news that my classmates passed and now can graduate. I feel ashamed because I failed. I'm scared on how my parents will react about
May 17
March 18, 2020
Dear Diary,  it is really sad knowing that most of the time the people you like, don't feel the same way with you. But the people you aren't interested with likes you...
Mar 18
March 18, 2020
Dear Diary,  is it only me that can't watch videos of cute guys online because it just makes me sad knowing that they won't notice me in real life....
Mar 18
February 16, 2020
Dear Diary, Okay, so I met a guy online. We had a couple of talks through voice call and I really enjoyed it. Like, I can open up to him and he's really nice. He wasn't like the other guys who will ask for nudes or send unsolicited d pic. I wasn
Feb 16
February 12, 2020
Dear Diary, Out of my league :(
Feb 12
February 11, 2020
Dear Diary, I don't do strikes anymore. I hate it when people left you on read.
Feb 11
February 09, 2020
Dear Diary, I really like Ruel to the point I don't want to watch his videos so I won't feel crazy about him.. :(
Feb 09