Yas's Dear Diary

Index
March 30, 2021
Dear Diary,wish u feel better than i feel. I’m lost , i don’t know what to do , can’t stop thinking about my life i forgot how to feel about things.. I’m completely lost like everything is fucked up just here laying in bed in the dark with my insomn
Mar 29
August 07, 2019 Continue My Study
Dear Diary, out of my fucking problems... I m not giving up to continue my study. Hopefully I can take (S2) Magister Program two next years because I m going to take other study that different from mine right now. It's education of technology in my u
Aug 06
August 03, 2019 Disappointed
Dear Diary, I wish I could break up with my boyfriend. If we haven't made a deal that I have to be petien to wait him until in the end of this year, we would broke up since a long ago.   This week... He made a lot of mistake... We were fighting for
Aug 03
August 02, 2019 Feel Better
Dear Diary, today I m feeling better. After cried all night and drink soft drinks... I feel better. I talked to my friends about my problems. They helped me to manage my documents in administration office.  And you know what? They accepted my f
Aug 02
Complete Documents
Dear Diary, I am not sure I can graduate this year. The problem is my documents haven't complete yet. Even I try to do my best to solve this problem, I feel really pessimist. I couldn't imagine how my parent's feeling if they know about this. They wo
Aug 01
August 01, 2019. Bad News...
Dear Diary, this morning I got bad news from my univ. There was problem with my KRS n it make me feel fucking sad. I can't print it out. Is it coused I haven't pay my study last semester? If it is... I am fucking done... Oh God... Why your punishment
Aug 01
July 31, 2019. I'm Tired
Dear Diary, today I felt so sad. I have financial problems. I m so fucking tired with my job. I fucking tired with my boyfriend. And fucking sad with my life... How much I cry, I know how pathetic I am. I know... This is happening because its my fau
Jul 31
May 17, 2020
Dear Diary, I found out that I need to retake five of my subjects. I can't stop being in pain every time I heard news that my classmates passed and now can graduate. I feel ashamed because I failed. I'm scared on how my parents will react about
May 17
March 18, 2020
Dear Diary,  it is really sad knowing that most of the time the people you like, don't feel the same way with you. But the people you aren't interested with likes you...
Mar 18
March 18, 2020
Dear Diary,  is it only me that can't watch videos of cute guys online because it just makes me sad knowing that they won't notice me in real life....
Mar 18
February 16, 2020
Dear Diary, Okay, so I met a guy online. We had a couple of talks through voice call and I really enjoyed it. Like, I can open up to him and he's really nice. He wasn't like the other guys who will ask for nudes or send unsolicited d pic. I wasn
Feb 16
February 12, 2020
Dear Diary, Out of my league :(
Feb 12
February 11, 2020
Dear Diary, I don't do strikes anymore. I hate it when people left you on read.
Feb 11
February 09, 2020
Dear Diary, I really like Ruel to the point I don't want to watch his videos so I won't feel crazy about him.. :(
Feb 09