Ahmet's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I am new here, i just wonder how does it works? I need improve my English level I hope i can do this

Dear Diary, I am a man, a man who is not perfect by any means. I have so many fuckin problems and issues as well as emotional baggage, such as abandonment issues, fear of being alone. But I do know how to love a woman. I do know what I love is. I am

15 January 2021, I'm sitting here curious if I am too good of a friend or not good enough. For years I have struggled to keep friends and I never understood why. I was always there for them, always listened to them, helped them out, did what they

14 January 2021 I guess I'm writing for a second time tonight, but something came up and it's rough. I mean for me at least. A month ago my mother in law sent me an application for a new job that was 100% secured for me as long as I filled

14 January 2021 Well, it's a new year for the world and we are 14 days into this mess. So, what have I decided to do? Start to try and journal publicly. Maybe, I'm just feeling alone or lost right now, or maybe I just want to talk. I honestly ha

Dear Diary, 2 weeks later and im positve the world understands me

Dear Diary, the constant reflection of not being detailed enough. Others are curious but my issues aren't for them to solve. If I was anymore specific I would only point out things in ways only I see them, which would confuse anyone involved. I have

Dear Diary, it's been a week in the world

Dear Diary, 2 days later and I have so many new things to say but with my imaginary strategies I can make use of my thoughts. I think about people and I'm sure they think about me, I have nothing to want but I can't help but notice I write the script

Dear Diary,I've had the time to breathe finally and today is a great display of my feelings. Currently in a short term goal that doesn't seem but 2 weeks away from happening. I can't wait and I'm living in bliss

Dear Diary, i am unemployed and haven't found the end to my words. I've realized how powerful my words are in my life but the fear of insanity makes me look towards the idea of how much everything isn't very special. Deja Vus, future insecurities, an