Dear Diary, today was really tiring. I feel pressured and occupied. I really think a talk could help but there's no one to talk to but its okay, that's adulting, I guess.

So, it all roots to this wedding. My boss is getting married and I've been dragged down to do some important tasks. One: She asked me if I can do something for the decoration. Two: one of her bride's maid backed out and of course, I was chosen as the last resort (I think its a bit blessing or a burden in disguise). And third: I am so damn tired of everything. I'm tired how I can't seem to say "no." I am so tired. So tired that I just want to disappear and not show up in that wedding. But i can't leave the bride alone. Its her special day. I dont want to burden her more knowing that the preparation on this wedding alone stresses her. This is the day she'd waited her whole life and i dont want to ruin it to her. Gosh, this is si heartbreaking, I badly wanted to cry. My time is very hectic, i can't even sleep. Not to mention, my work really consumes all my time. Please, please, make me feel better. Please make this situation better. I can't give up now because the wedding will be in 2 days!!!!!!

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