Dear Diary,

Hi

I guess life has only stored heart breaks for me, I have been strong since a long time, not getting attached to anyone but when I let my heart free to get attach to someone, all the things I mean kind of heart break, feeling of betrayal comes in the way.

Idk if I would be able to trust anyone.

From now onwards I will try or I should say I will follow my father's instructions and marry any random person they find suitable for me, I will not try to talk to the person or anything, if my parents will feel it's good, I will say yes. I am done with this stupid process, where people treat marriage as shopping, trying 4-5 commodity at a time and getting confused.

I just hate everything, I took me so much of efforts and time to get a normal mental state and again I don't want to get a fucked up mental state by going through all these shit and my parents.

I will just focus on myself and not think of anything else, I will not to anyone, I am done.

Tairandsn's Dear Diary