Laurellyn's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, My goal today is to be mindful on everything, but what is my norm. I listened to some great podcasts yesterday and it awakened me to some things. When your life has become so usual or predictable, you might be headed towards burnout or

Dear Diary,  To all veterans...thank you. My flesh and blood has served. I've been ever so thankful, that they never was in precarious situations...but many have. There are many that won't be unscathed by protecting our country. They make the choice

Dear Diary, So yesterday I spilled out my hurt over my Granddaughter. I left out a lifetime...granted. A huge portion of my life has been trying to do the best I can in raising this girl. I know, my husband and I, have done sooo many good things fo

Dear Diary, I can't put certain things on FB....like my true, blue feelings. After awhile they may send the paddy wagon, along with a straight jacket. I'm a Grandmother who was put in the position of raising a Granddaughter. When I tell you I was m

Dear Diary, How many times have I started "AGAIN"! LOL Well, here we go again. Today is the 1st day of the rest of my life! I've been trying to live my life in such a way that I felt like a Contestant on "Naked and Afraid"! Just drop me in the Amazon

Not every story has a happy ending. Ours is one of those. But meeting each other is never a mistake, just a lesson to be learned. Maybe we were made to love each other for a certain time and not forever. Still I am thankful that we've crossed each ot

Today was so exhausting. I got a whole day seminar. New work has started to become more comfortable. I am glad I am busy so I could forget some of my problems. When you are occupied, you can't overthink.

I feel so sad. Today I feel so alone. One second I'm happy, the next second I'm not. I feel like I have been abandoned. I now realize how dangerous it is to depend your happiness to another person. I feel so sad.  I was made to believe that I'll alwa

Dear Diary, So first of all i am going to go back to dear diary, these "letter" are not like my other, first letters, so.  I am worried for myself. More like scared.  i am at my new job and i am really liking it. And i believe i am good at

Dear Chloe,   i haven't writen in a few days, i just been so busy with work. I have been working almost everyday, today is  my first day of this week. It ok tho i like working at blue ruby. I like the people and selling the jewelry. So i am ok wo

Dear Chloe,  Today was good. Well tonight was good. I went to my company's Christmas party, I was so nervous to go but my therapist said that i need to put myself in uncomfortable social situations. Which is what i did tonight. By the way its 12:

Dear Chloe, hey today i don't know, work was good and i like what i am doing. But me, there is something wrong with me. I know it my mental illness, but...... So my mood changes, up then down the up then down down down then high high high. It

Dear Diary, Hi, so i don't usually write this way. i mean i write as if i am writing to a future me.I think i am going to stick with that, so Dear Chloe, today i wrote to you at the Starbucks because i didn't go to school. I had a terrible day y