's Dear Diary

Index
May 28, 2020
Dear Diary, It was on April 6 that when I was praying, God impressed this in my heart, "look at the woman in the mirror." From then on I became conscious of the person that I really am. I realized that I am always angry. I allow small th
May 28
April 11, 2020
Dear God, Love is such a wonderful thing. How it warms the heart, brings ray of sunshine in a cold life, and break smiles into faces. Iam am sorry, LORD, that I've acted love even before understanding it. I am sorry I was a fool. Now, I have deni
Apr 11
April 03, 2020
Dear Diary, I am 37, single mom. I cant believe I still think this way; I cant believe I am writing here. Am I the oldest writer here? Am I the only 37 year old mom that do this thing? Am I the only lost 37 years old, who is alone and longing for
Apr 03
April 03, 2020
Dear Diary, Is it just me that is being alone right now? When most people have someone they can call their own, they can hold, held hands while walking at the streets, is it just me being alone? I mean, there are billions of people in the world,
Apr 03
April 03, 2020
Dear Diary, This is one of the nights that I feel so alone. I miss being inlove, being loved, having someone special. It sucks that I am afraid to venture in that direction again, but my heart is longing... Is it selfish to want to walk out
Apr 03
December 24, 2019
I can't sleep, and it's my fault. Your anger is my fault. My tears are my fault. My fears are my fault. Someone told me I'm better than everything im letting myself feel, but I'm not better than what I did. This is a dream im lost in. Somehow I'm flo
Dec 24
December 04, 2019
Since when did the days get so short, and the nights get so long? I don't remember. It takes so long to fall asleep now. Not talking doesn't help. I really shouldn't care so much, I shouldn't feel so affected by this.I guess what we have is just so u
Dec 05
November 23, 2019
Note to a friend's brother    It has come to my attention that because I've wanted to be a part of my friends life and am trying to let you know that, you've decided to misconstrue my actions.   You should know, I have never been, nor will I eve
Nov 23
November 23, 2019
Fri Night- sat Morning note      Even though you irritate me sometimes, and we have very petty arguments, you are the only person I'd want to see the next day. Hunty, you are incorrigible. You are everything I could've never imagined. You're s
Nov 23