Laurellyn's Dear Diary

Index
May 29, 2019
Dear Diary, My goal today is to be mindful on everything, but what is my norm. I listened to some great podcasts yesterday and it awakened me to some things. When your life has become so usual or predictable, you might be headed towards burnout or
May 29
May 27, 2019
Dear Diary,  To all veterans...thank you. My flesh and blood has served. I've been ever so thankful, that they never was in precarious situations...but many have. There are many that won't be unscathed by protecting our country. They make the choice
May 27
May 26, 2019
Dear Diary, So yesterday I spilled out my hurt over my Granddaughter. I left out a lifetime...granted. A huge portion of my life has been trying to do the best I can in raising this girl. I know, my husband and I, have done sooo many good things fo
May 26
May 25, 2019
Dear Diary, I can't put certain things on FB....like my true, blue feelings. After awhile they may send the paddy wagon, along with a straight jacket. I'm a Grandmother who was put in the position of raising a Granddaughter. When I tell you I was m
May 25
April 19, 2019
Dear Diary, How many times have I started "AGAIN"! LOL Well, here we go again. Today is the 1st day of the rest of my life! I've been trying to live my life in such a way that I felt like a Contestant on "Naked and Afraid"! Just drop me in the Amazon
Apr 19
May 30, 2019
Not every story has a happy ending. Ours is one of those. But meeting each other is never a mistake, just a lesson to be learned. Maybe we were made to love each other for a certain time and not forever. Still I am thankful that we've crossed each ot
May 30
May 30, 2019
Today was so exhausting. I got a whole day seminar. New work has started to become more comfortable. I am glad I am busy so I could forget some of my problems. When you are occupied, you can't overthink.
May 30
May 29, 2019
I feel so sad. Today I feel so alone. One second I'm happy, the next second I'm not. I feel like I have been abandoned. I now realize how dangerous it is to depend your happiness to another person. I feel so sad.  I was made to believe that I'll alwa
May 29
December 08, 2019
Dear Diary, So first of all i am going to go back to dear diary, these "letter" are not like my other, first letters, so.  I am worried for myself. More like scared.  i am at my new job and i am really liking it. And i believe i am good at
Dec 08
December 05, 2019
Dear Chloe,   i haven't writen in a few days, i just been so busy with work. I have been working almost everyday, today is  my first day of this week. It ok tho i like working at blue ruby. I like the people and selling the jewelry. So i am ok wo
Dec 06
December 02, 2019
Dear Chloe,  Today was good. Well tonight was good. I went to my company's Christmas party, I was so nervous to go but my therapist said that i need to put myself in uncomfortable social situations. Which is what i did tonight. By the way its 12:
Dec 02
November 30, 2019
Dear Chloe, hey today i don't know, work was good and i like what i am doing. But me, there is something wrong with me. I know it my mental illness, but...... So my mood changes, up then down the up then down down down then high high high. It
Dec 01
November 29, 2019
Dear Diary, Hi, so i don't usually write this way. i mean i write as if i am writing to a future me.I think i am going to stick with that, so Dear Chloe, today i wrote to you at the Starbucks because i didn't go to school. I had a terrible day y
Nov 30
Week 14 IUP IS
Hello honorable people! Back with me again and again in my diary. So let me, Tristanto Rachmadi (05211942000007) tell u about what i have to do for my final project assignment. I would like to make a startup named "Tanikita" that aims to help the far
Dec 12
Week 13 IUP IS
Hello honorable people! Back with me Tristan in my diary. Right now, i would like to tell you about my experience while i had an interview with one of the most inspirational alumni on Information System ITS, yes he is Aditya Tanjung! He is an entrepr
Dec 09
Week 12 IUP, 2019
Dear Diary,im Tristanto Rachmadi Wibowo (05211942000007) my friends always call me Tristan, right now i'm 18 years old and study in ITS on information system major. Wise man said that everything happen with a reason and also me i'm not taking Informa
Nov 22