Dear Diary,

Hi, 19:57

Life sucks, at this moment, I am craving so much for different food, sometime back I wanted to eat something sweet, dessert.

Now, at this moment, I want to eat something super spicy, probably I was craving for some spicy noodles (chowmin), I am still craving for something super spicy, delicious, yummy...

I just finished whole chocolate bar today, actually 1 and half.

But I can't eat anything as I am fat, superfat and Idk what I sin I have done in my past life or in this life only that I have to go through all these things, I love to eat but I can't eat...this is like I don't know what metaphor will express my feelings.

And Idk what phase of life I am in, I am literally just living, I have turned so unproductive, unhygienic, unorganised and what not...as someone has turned on the switch of laziness or unproductivity or whatever...

I need to get out of all these things. I don't know how...

I love carbs, I love rice,, I love fat

Treasure's Dear Diary