Naya's Dear Diary

I go to bed early, around 10pm because I already know The first 2 hours will go by crying, having a meltdown.. And finally fall asleep with squinty eyes that’s tired from crying so much every night. I guess you could call my diary a “depressing dia

I’m so used to being told to get over it It’s not a big deal It’s nothing Stop being dramatic It‘s not that hurtful It doesn’t matter Ignore it Forget it There’s nothing wrong Nothing to cry about I always hear them, So much That somehow

I do not matter is how I feel But is it real? I sit there, in the darkness Wondering why I feel Melancholy. Am I really perceived the way I view myself, Or is it paranoia? My insecurities range inside whilst I conceal them from the surface. Th

Dear Diary, Was in a toxic relationship(He was verbally abusive) last year and he kept breaking up and coming back to me and made me feel like a terrible person and guilted me like I'm not the type of girlfriend that'll support their boyfriends no

"You don't know what I look like when I'm not in love with you" This sentence right here, this is it; possibly one of my fears - Of falling in love with someone so quickly before actually getting to know them. Knowing what a person is like before th

Dear Diary, why do I always have to think deep before bed? It’s hard to fall asleep and I really wish I could shut my thoughts off. I was in a little argument/misunderstanding earlier and I felt a little upset and noticed myself tear up a little.

hey i dont even know why a i writing this shit in public but maybe u guys can help me be a little bit more happy or atleast cheer me up. ok so today is my brothers birthday but he's far away he is maybe 17 hours away because my family got sooo fucked