NoneOfYourFuckingBusiness's Dear Diary

Dear Diary,    Don't know what's the matter with me, but each day that is passing by is making me weaker and more tired. I just don't want to live like this, this is just so painful and boring, I am not made to live like this. I pray every day t

Dear Diary,    My parents I just hate them a lot. They are strict with me for absolutely no reason. I do everything they ask for, but where is everything that I ask for? You expect me to behave nicely when you treat me like a piece of shit. Bully

Dear Diary,    If you don't know, in my previous diaries I have shared how hard time have been for me and all I did is blame the people around me for it.         Never done any good in my life either. Well that aside, things have changed since

Dear Diary,   At this point I think it is just me who cannot try at anything. I am just so tired of this life and just want to move on, but it is too hard for me to move on. I just think I will never see those days I wanted to see, and I won't b

Dear Diary,   Been few weeks since I last wrote a diary. That is because I was very tired and done with the toxic environment around me. I don't even try anymore. Hope is just lost. I just have no idea what is going on and where this going. I ca

Dear Diary,   I am not able to find a good relationship for myself. People walk in the hallways as couple, and it makes me sad for myself that I am walking alone. And the reason I don't have a relationship is because my parents would not buy me a

Dear Diary,   A week or so ago, I talked about my headache. It was gone over the weekend and now it is back as school has started like it always dose on Monday. Now I understand why I get these headaches; it is because I am too stressed out becau

Dear Friend,              Be gradual and slow as a growing tree.               Be Flamboyant as the sun rises free.            Get out of chaos because it will be the key.        If someone tries to grapple, you just have to flee.  

Dear Diary,   Last night, I was not able to get great sleep. I have no Idea why I was sweating and having a headache. I did not sleep the whole night. But this morning I thought my sweating and headache will be gone, but it was not gone. I was s

Dear Diary,   It’s 5:30 at midnight, I wake up without an alarm. That never happens and I seem to be ready for what I will be facing today. I rise out of the bed, locking myself into the mirror, seeing that there is no black mark below my eyes. I

Dear Friend,   “How has your day been?”, Most people will answer this by saying, “Good”, “Not bad”, or “Great”. They sound normal, don’t they? Well not exactly, about 6-25% of the people saying this are hiding the truth from you. You don’t know w

Dear Friend,   People always get in an argument. No matter what, to fix this problem the only thing people can do is forgive each other or apologize to each other, which is kind of like forgiveness. The word forgiving is easy to say but hard to

Monday night, involuntary cried and laughed, headache, nauseous, thinking about walking, thinking about Ryan's party Tuesday- Anxiety, Brandy instagramAnger, embarrassment, I'm not a weak broken person, forced empathetic tones, condescending therapy.