Dear Diary,this is me writing in my diary for the first time since 6th grade I guess.

The first question that comes to my mind now that why am I here ? But then other questions fall why am I writing in my diaries after all of these years ? Am I lonely now ? But I have a lot of friends I can talk with hmm! And if I do want to talk to someone why didn't I write this in my notes on my phone or even downloaded a simple diary where I can write only for myself ? To answer all of these questions let's go back first to the first thoughts I had before I downloaded this app what was I looking for ?

I was looking for ways to improve my English more specifically my English writing skill but then I felt down because I didn't want to sit in my desk and take out my pencil case that I haven't seen in a while so and start writing on a piece of paper about some subject the whole idea wasn't that fun . At the same time I wasn't feeling good deep down so I knew it wasn't going to work out for me because I needed something to both improve my writing and makes me feel better and I knew for a fact that writing can somehow relieve you if you're suffocating not that you can't breathe no you can breathe just fine but something is like sitting on your chest and the weight is killing you .

I want to tell you guys that writing these words now made learn something that to find answers for your pain you need to start asking yourself questions it doesn't have to be the right ones first but you'll get there.

See you in my next page

Betta's Dear Diary