Dear Diary, I took my period pill for day two. My stomach feels still sick and didn’t have regular meals🤢

And maybe I had some feeling low and okay waves as well. Oh I hate that. But I felt sleepy at night and my body is warm up by itself inder my blanket… Am I healthy now? It’s hard to get my hormone balanced in a usual female body way again. But I need to do this for my health. My ovary is out of order but well I don’t really need one no I mean two of them? But hey I don’t want to keep them for changing them into cancer or something bad. Well unfortunately I can’t do nothing with this even if I got period pills. But At least it can help to keep my uterus healthy.

I hope I don’t feel sick tomorrow I need to be responsible for my work even it’s just an easy part time job.

Oh I’m scared of getting migraines. I hope this times of female hormone pill doesn’t affect that much… I was completely free from that scary sudden blindness and hideous pain in my brain while I was completely period free. Gee… why am I doing this again?

To avoid getting aged too quickly.

I was thinking I’ve got winkle under my left eye within these couple of years. Well I mean within my completely period free period… we’ll it’s not actually true but hey wtf

My body naturally doesn’t generate female hormone much. Why can’t I just keep it naturally huh

Well at least I am getting irritated and probably awake again

Females… and older men as well… now I can feel you. I may consider what is going on in your bodies. Female hormone mmm that’s tough. I might do not take your anger without reason that towards me take personally. Well I do in my rational side…

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