WHY CANT THEY SEE

Why can't they see
That i'm tired of being me
Why can't they see
That i'm not happy no matter how hard I try to be
Why can't they see
This is not how I choose to be
Why can't they see
All the pain and anger inside of me
Why can't they see
The self-hatred I have for me
Why can't they see
That self-harm is a release and that I deserve the scars on me
Why can't they see
That by day i'm not who I pretend to be and by night I fall apart and lose a peice of me
Why can't they see
That i'm not fine like I claim to be and that i'm scared of me
Why can't they see
I want to be set free and theres no saving me
Why can't they see
I have given up on
ME

Zozo's Dear Diary