RainbowChristi's Dear Diary

Trying to find motivation with depression is harder than pulling teeth.

Coming out of another cageI'm too tired to feel rageBroken, Beaten, Alive and WellAll in all I feel Heaven and I taste H...

If depression was a meal it would be raw liver, brussel sprouts, and cow shit.

I exercised and worked on Tegan's room.  I'm still quite depressed and fatigued.  😥😭

Anything would help.  Please share. https://www.gofundme.com/1p0rlu3yo0

Does it matter if others believe in me when I currently do not believe in myself? (The stress is really showing on my fa...

Its hard to do anything when you are a million miles behind on everything

I'm so far behind ..... On EVERYTHING

Having a slice of motivation in a pie of unmotivation is challenging.

Yesterday my mind was super mush.  I remember the doctor saying to let him know and we'll stop before any cost.  I didn'...

I've been extremely tired, depressed, emotional, and lazy today.  I guess I'm gonna head to a depression support group a...

Today's ECT was #10.  It left me feeling more rough than usual.  It also triggered some rough memories.  I feel less dep...

"A disease of the mind it can control you.  I feel like a monster." "What's wrong with me?  Why do I feel like this?...

Dear Diary,👸

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