Unfinishedprolouges's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Lily purrs at me again. She's considering me as her shelter again. She wants me to pet her again. I guess I wasted too much time yesterday, hovering over my new laptop. I am feeling guilty for not being at her company the entire day.

Is it just me.... or does paying a therapist for a listening ear and some friendly advice fell like paying a hooker for sex.? Dont get me wrong. I know there are a lot of good therapists out there and its necessary if you are struggling with somethin

Dear Diary, I have gotten through two weeks of not feeling down and now that same feeling of loneliness and isolation is back again.  I'm pretty sure its hormonal. That doesn't make it feel any better.

For no apparent reason I feel like a talent less nothing. When people ask. "What do you do?" I don't know how to answer them. I do laundry. I do dishes. I do a terrible job of keeping house. I walk the dog. I live my life.  Ive been to school twice a