Yas's Dear Diary

Dear Diary,wish u feel better than i feel. I’m lost , i don’t know what to do , can’t stop thinking about my life i forgot how to feel about things.. I’m completely lost like everything is fucked up just here laying in bed in the dark with my insomn

Dear Diary, I havent wrote here for half an year... I'm been busy with school and watching kdramas. But now I like to paint play cards... ♡♡♡

Dear Diary,tomorrow starts school again but I'm going to Põlva. I'm going ot doctor. I want to print BTS photos too and my mom bought me BTS Love Yourself tear album and mask. I need now download photos from phone to laptop and then to CD plate.

Dear Diary, I never thought that I may do so many things at night. It's almost 3.30 am. I'm not tired so I don't want to go to bed but I know that I need to sleep. So I need to go sleep. Maybe I should stay awake another night. When I have a lot of t

Dear Diary, now I got a new idea about what I want to try now. I want to stay awake all night. I can make so many things because all the people are sleeping. I'm listening to music and I'm weaving a sweater.I'm not tired too, so yeah I'm trying it.Al

Dear Diary, Yesterday I went to birthday party. I don't know what is it in English but it wasn't a person birthday. So yeah, my friend came to my home. And she did makeup for me and her. We went there with a bus.When we arrived we saw Estonia singer

Dear Diary, I'm now at school and it's a music lesson. I'm bored because the teacher went somewhere and we do nothing. Do you know Sulli? She was actress and singer but she died yesterday. I'm so heartbroken, because I loved her dramas and her so muc

Dear Diary, I'm so tired, I can't wait for the school holiday. 11. October we are going to Tallinn with our class and 9.class. I don't like the 9th class, because I think they are weird.If we are going to Tallinn I want to eat there some Asian food,

Dear Diary, I thought about my future now. I know it's really important to me and I have time to discuss this. So I need to choose university, job for getting money and place for living. It's short list but this really needs good thinking about all t

Dear Diary, today I want to write about my Summer school. Yeah, it was one month ago. We went to summer school with my some friends. We had a lot fun and yeah that was interesting. We were there for two days but we did so much things.We played truth

Dear Diary, today I went to TÖF. That was so cool. We went to Tartu and I bought a new book. It's again about BTS. It's so cool bookNow I have two books about BTS 💜. We had a good time and that was very funny.

Dear Diary, exchange students have been in Estonia for three days. I haven't seen them for a long time because they always go to somewhere.My legs hurt because I ran a lot yesterday. I ran for school marathon. There were 30 people to run. In my class

Dear Diary, exchange students weren't today at school long. They went somewhere but I think that they are tomorrow at school. I haven't seen anybody from exchange students. But I think I see them tomorrow.

Dear Diary, tomorrow is school(again) and I can't wait to meet exchange students from Germany. They're not coming to our class.  So, yeah, I can't speak with them maybe. But it's cool that they're at our school. I just want to make new friends and l

Dear Diary, I want to write about my one favorite thing. I love watching dramas! I'm watching Korean dramas, Chinese dramas and sometimes Taiwanese dramas too.  I like them because they are so romantic, funny and interesting. That's what I like so mu

Dear Diary,I'm back from cleaning my room.  It's much beautiful and clean. I'm proud. Now I need to keep it.I add some photos too about my clean room now.

Dear Diary, I found out that I need to retake five of my subjects. I can't stop being in pain every time I heard news that my classmates passed and now can graduate. I feel ashamed because I failed. I'm scared on how my parents will react about

Dear Diary,  it is really sad knowing that most of the time the people you like, don't feel the same way with you. But the people you aren't interested with likes you...

Dear Diary,  is it only me that can't watch videos of cute guys online because it just makes me sad knowing that they won't notice me in real life....

Dear Diary, Okay, so I met a guy online. We had a couple of talks through voice call and I really enjoyed it. Like, I can open up to him and he's really nice. He wasn't like the other guys who will ask for nudes or send unsolicited d pic. I wasn

Dear Diary, Out of my league :(

Dear Diary, I don't do strikes anymore. I hate it when people left you on read.

Dear Diary, I really like Ruel to the point I don't want to watch his videos so I won't feel crazy about him.. :(

Dear Diary, out of my fucking problems... I m not giving up to continue my study. Hopefully I can take (S2) Magister Program two next years because I m going to take other study that different from mine right now. It's education of technology in my u

Dear Diary, I wish I could break up with my boyfriend. If we haven't made a deal that I have to be petien to wait him until in the end of this year, we would broke up since a long ago.   This week... He made a lot of mistake... We were fighting for

Dear Diary, today I m feeling better. After cried all night and drink soft drinks... I feel better. I talked to my friends about my problems. They helped me to manage my documents in administration office.  And you know what? They accepted my f

Dear Diary, I am not sure I can graduate this year. The problem is my documents haven't complete yet. Even I try to do my best to solve this problem, I feel really pessimist. I couldn't imagine how my parent's feeling if they know about this. They wo

Dear Diary, this morning I got bad news from my univ. There was problem with my KRS n it make me feel fucking sad. I can't print it out. Is it coused I haven't pay my study last semester? If it is... I am fucking done... Oh God... Why your punishment

Dear Diary, today I felt so sad. I have financial problems. I m so fucking tired with my job. I fucking tired with my boyfriend. And fucking sad with my life... How much I cry, I know how pathetic I am. I know... This is happening because its my fau