Dear Diary,

You know what, I always fail to understand why many people tend to show off their skills, achievements, capabilities, possessions and all. Whether it is to bemean others or to prove their prowess and superiority over others or to make others feel inferior and that they are way behind them and they can never reach their level or for what shitty reason they do so I don't know.

If there is something likely to be shown off , it will be shown off eventually all by itself. And if there isn't, how much you even try to show it off, people would realise its spurious nature. I think these kind of people are naturally gifted with a bane to show off. They feel immemse pleasure when they beliitle people in front of them.

Then there are people who desire to be appreciated for every of their achievement. They tend to forcefully pull out the words of appreciation from others and feel delighted. They are just so not tolerable.

The worst part being that God selectively helps out these people only, helps them make way out of the odds, shine out among the rest so that they can carry out their shitty jobs of pulling out praises and showing off.

My faith in God dwindles here a bit. Why does he not help those who just keep their work doing with all their might and will? Why does not give some praises to the ones who keep doing their work perfectly without asking for any appreciation?

Well, I have now developed a mentality that honest and hard labour stands nowhere in front of these people. The world is of the bad. The world is bad and is governed by a bad God.

Though I keep faith upon God hoping for some wellness in this world.

Lynn's Dear Diary