I've been wanting to write this entry for several days now, but life and other distractions have been getting in the way.

This entry is about Tuesday, May 31, 2022.

I usually see my boo, Da, every Tuesday, and such was the plan for this day. The days before, I was trying to make plans of what to do with him that day. A nap would be inevitable, but I kinda wanted to go on a lil date with him.

So we went to our regular, nearby supermarket so I could buy a couple of grocery items and stuff that I needed. We also found some Pokemon cards there and he had to buy some of those even though he has literally just brought some to my house that still needed to be open. He spent like $75, I think. Yikes, but probably worth it in the end.

We had good fun looking around there. I made fun of him a good bit for his trouble with words and he laughed, too. He also got a Dark Chao plushie (Sonic the Hedgehog) which I'll get back to in a bit.

After that, we decided that we should go ahead and get something to eat before going back to my house. That's when I surprised him. We headed in the direction to my house, but I told him to turn left into the driveway of a pizza chain that he loves and that I normally wouldn't choose to go to. He was very surprised and very happy. I love pizza, so I wouldn't mind eating there this time, especially if it made him happy. We had to wait 30 minutes for the store to open though, despite it already being 4pm. We could've went somewhere else, but I didn't mind waiting.

We split the bill and ate the pizza inside. I could tell he was very happy. I was happy, too, being with my boo and eating good pizza. Usually the pizza there is too greasy for me, but I guess it was okay since they had just opened, not much grease on the equipment yet.

We went back to my house afterwards and opened all of his Pokemon cards. When we do this, he keeps the bulk of the cards and (sometimes) let's me keep the cards that I like (depending on the card). In the very first pack that I opened, I pulled an Umbreon V alternate art card. Da was SO happy! I quickly got a sleeve for it and gave it to him. He loves Umbreon. I was so happy that I was able to pull it for him. That was the best pull out of all the packs we opened.

After that we got our much needed cuddles that eventually turned into some great sex. That was also the first time that we ever had a technical error with a condom, out of all of the times we've had sex. It's okay though. Then we had some after-sex cuddles which are my favorite.

Then Da started to tell me about the Dark Chao he bought and how he would raise Chao in one of the Sonic games he played. He told me about how when he was little he would make the Chao hatch by throwing them against a rock and how he would punish the Chao that would get into the water without knowing how to swim by /putting them back in the water./ I told him he was an awful parent and I'd never had kids with him and we were both laughing so hard. He cried from laughing so hard. It felt so good to laugh with him like that. Even if he is a monster to all of those Chao.

Eventually he had to go back home and of course I didn't want him to leave, but I let him.

Later, he was messaging me while I was getting ready to take a shower and he caught me totally by surprise.

He asked me, "You want to know something interesting"?

I said yes.

He said, "Today I was thinking about marrying you. Of course rationally I know it’s soon but I couldn’t help but feel more certain I found the person I meant to be with".

I instantly started crying. I'm honestly getting teary about it now, 4 whole days later. I was so happy. I'm still very happy about that day and his message. -- oh just kidding I'm not teary, I'm crying again lol -- It feels so good to hear (or read) him say something like that, especially knowing that he wants to take things slow since I'm the only girlfriend he's ever had. I love him so much. I honestly didn't expect him to say that, especially right then.

Also, he sent that message on June 1 at 1:35am, but I'd say this all happened on the same day so whatever.

Flo's Dear Diary