I haven't been with you in weeks, Mr. CEO Busy Man.

I've only been with you twice and haven't stopped thinking about our experiences everyday. I know I'm not in love with you, but am I low-key infatuated? Maybe.

You seem to have such a happening life. Always going places. Always driven and productive. I know you play a lot too, but it's exclusively without me, which I understand to some degree because you're married. But a cup of coffee or a beer would be nice.

I would get on my knees for you everyday if I'd lived nearer and you were more motivated. I reach out to every so often and you eventually respond in a kind manner, but maybe you're just being polite and putting me off.

You're the first person I've been with that made me feel they were out of my league.

Prasad 's Dear Diary