Exodus's Dear Diary

Hello my fellow earthlings and non-earthlings on this beautiful planet we call Earth. Floating and gravitating in the Milkey Way Galaxy, Traveling through the vast unknown of an infinite, magical, universe. Before I begin my abstract tangents and run

Dear Diary, Why must I start my entry with Dear Diary? At this very moment I sit in a truck with my son and his father, At a place I don't want to be. I want to burst into tears but a fear of being ridiculed keep the tears from running down my face