Jezzie's Dear Diary

So, I'm 13 years old and yahh. So, have you had that moments where you look at a girl during your online class or face time meet or something... and you hate her? happened to me. So this is what happened...    I'm not like other people, I'm extre

Dear Diary, I started to hate myself so much again. Without my drugs I wouldn't survive much longer. And I feel like cutting again. I always think about death. I miss the clinic and the people there. I'm fine when feeling bad. I know I'm sick!

Dear Diary, I feel so sick and so weak. I wanna die!

Dear Diary, Every morning I wake up, I'm so done. Of course it's because the pills I'm taking in overdose every day. To be honest I love to destroy myself. And I love the rush of the pills. Today I'll go to Dad's for the weekend.