Honestly, I don't know how to hold on and just be strong. I'm stressed out man. I don't think people understand how hard it is to explain what is going on in my head when I don't even understand it myself. I am always stressed out trying to do everything right, that I haven't actually had the chance to do anything right.

I don't know how to do this alone, because I can't do it alone, but it feels like no one is really there for me. I'm just literally fighting battles in my head everyday that nobody know about. I just hope that you guys will listen and that I can confide everything in this journal.

Until the next time,

~Berry <3

Airah Syahirah's Dear Diary